I wish
I wish my mum acted a bit smarter.
I wish my mum tried harder instead of wanting her hand held all the time.
I wish my dad wasn’t such a drama queen.
I wish my dad didn’t assume that everything that comes out of my mum’s mouth is out to get him.
I wish my dad would stop watching those stupid mainland Chinese shows.
I wish my parents would get actual hobbies instead of complaining about their boring lives all day.
I wish my mum didn’t care so much about prestige and impressing people. Why the fuck would I care that my relatives would be proud of me if I went to Cambridge?
I wish my dad would wake the fuck up and realise his problem between his sister and my mum.
I wish my dad would stop being so immature.
I wish my parents would start to become more real and less fake. (wow this statement sounds dumb but it’s 100% genuine)
I wish I wasn’t so arrogant.
I sometimes wish my internet personality could mesh into my RL personality a bit more.
And then I realise that I don’t wish that because I’d attract like a million creeps.
I’m not gonna wish about dumb shit like having more self-control because if I did I wouldn’t be making this post.
And with that I’m going to finish reading the ROOKIES drabble I stumbled upon, shower, and do some huge emo Fudou writing. Perfect since the topic is about his family!
Feeling drained because of family.
Not sure I’m looking forward to UK either…
Point #1: SIMS SOCIAL, Y U NO DROP DROP I WANT?!
Point #2: SELF, Y U STILL PLAY SIMS SOCIAL?!?!?!!?!?!?
Another resolution
Watch my volume of speech u_u Sometimes I squeak awkwardly soft and it’s a bit embarrassing…
Also sometimes I think that I am friends with sexists and that makes me really sad. Both for myself and them. But mostly for myself…
I need to evaluate and decide what I really think of gyaruge and eroge.
I’ll try to play one after exams.
I’ll try an otome game too…
I think I’m experiencing some major cognitive dissonance lolol
My 7th of May Resolution
I’m going to be nicer to people.
This means no sceptical looks, no eye rolling, no eyebrow quirks, more smiles but absolutely no faking of happiness or otherwise!!
Before I say things I’m going to screen them carefully!! This applies even to when I’m talking crap and/or bantering!!
This has been an action plan for being nice and MY LIFE!!
Go me!
I need to stop acting so judgemental!!!!
Because I’m really not!!
It’s probably my face. And my eyebrow quirk. Go self!!
04/05/2012 so far
Good parts of today:
-Halfway done with exams!! Wooo!!
-Valtaro gave me an extra large serving of spaghetti!! WOOOT!!!
-I think I passed my exam! Awesome :) (It’s the one that I don’t care what I get in)
-FREE DINNER!! My friend is amazing and wonderful.
Average parts of today:
-Somebody read and liked my HP/YGO crossover from like 2007. At least read my newer stuff… ;A; Or leave a review… (But then again, I wouldn’t review an obviously dead story lol)
Bad parts of today:
-Nope.
-OK, I guess that I found out that Olympic racewalkers walk REALLY fast… so my dream in that respect was crushed. (I would have to triple my walking speed lol) Apart from that not really…
To do today:
-Write letters to penpals.
-Study for Health Psychology and maybe a Brain and Behaviour podcast.
-Eat mozzarella cheese… <3
THANK YOU STATISTICS
THANK YOU STATISTICS
THANK YOU STATISTICS
THANK YOU STATISTICS
PLEASE KEEP DOING FOR MY GRADES WHAT YOU’VE BEEN DOING ALL THIS TIME
BOWS
BOWS
BOWS THREE MORE TIMES
